Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Sick of Sickness

UGH!  I cannot focus on anything and trying to think just hurts my brain. It is always difficult during allergy season to determine whether the sore throat is from nasal drip or actual sickness. This time it was actual sickness. When I started feeling feverish I knew I was doomed. So for the past two days I have either a) been asleep in bed or b) been laying on the couch mindlessly watching television.
Sickness makes me weirder than normal. Suddenly life is awful. I don't mean the ordinary... life stinks but oh well; I mean the sobbing uncontrollably because... well, you name it and I'll cry about it. I just can't handle anything. Ordinarily I pride myself on being strong enough (most of the time) to handle what life throws my way but when I'm sick, I can't even handle teasing. I hope my final battle with this bug is over tonight because I'm so done being this emotional.