Apathy

It is defined as: The absence or suppression of passion, emotion, or excitement.
Currently, this defines me. I just don't care and it's depressing. Ordinarily, I care too much and will rant and rave and prove my point to no one in particular. However, I think I have exhausted myself to a point of apathy. It was even hard for me to get worked up at seminary which is very unusual. When it comes to talking about the gospel I would define my style as a stump speaker. I get very animated and emotional. Now, I just want to sleep. School, I never care about school and I consistently get bad grades because I just don't care. Work, I don't care what the kids do, and ordinarily I work hard to play with them and do things with them outside so they can work off the eight hours of sitting. I dislike public schools, seriously I'm getting to a point where public school will not ever be an option. Really, I think I am just tired, and that is why I don't care. I'd rather sleep than do anything else and yet my procrastination leads to a severe lack of sleep. Well, perhaps I should attempt to do something useful and sign off...

My Valentine!

Isn't he adorable?!? I pretty much love him! Even though we are separated by many miles of snow that I will not venture through if I can help it, he holds a special place in my heart. HaHa! 

Speaking of... IT IS SNOWING IN TEXAS in February! This is unacceptable. It should not be snowing! I left fluffy, cold, wet, icky stuff in Montana! 

On a funny Valentine note the following is a variation of a weekly conversation I have with one of the little girls I watch:

M: "Chandler, you need a boyfriend!" 

Me: Hahahaha, why do you say that?

M: Because you're happier when you have a boyfriend and I like you better. 

Me: (Sarcastic) Wow, thanks. Well, I'll get right on that.

M: Who are you going to date? 

Me: Well, someone tall, red headed and a Texan! 

M: OOOOOOO! What's his name?!?!? Tell me, tell me, tell me! Is he on facebook I wanna see a picture!

Me: I don't know his name, in fact I've never met him. When I find him I'll let you know. Hee hee hee! 

M: *grumbles* See, you REALLY need a boyfriend... 

I've decided I'm going to start describing the bear in this picture as my boyfriend. :)  

HaPpy Valentine's day everyone!!! 

If I had a Valentine he would get this with the following poem attached to it:

Roses are red,
Your gift is Bleu,
So you can smell sweet,
With my love on you!

Have I mentioned that I LOVE this scent? It is divine!

"You did it, You really did it!"

Those words were uttered by Belle when her father finally got his bone-headed contraption to work! Which is how I would describe the process of creating a blog! But it is finally done and I actually really like the way it looks! So, now I will be more diligent in posting on my blog! "Hitch up Felipe girl, I'm on my way!"